Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Signs from Heaven are for the Birds!

I called Sage my little bird or my baby bird. He wanted to nurse all of the time and he just reminded me of a baby bird. On our vacation we spent 3 days walking around zoos and we saw many beautiful birds. Well shortly after Sage passed away our family noticed that birds where coming to our family in weird ways that had never come to us before. I wish I took the time to write all of the stories down. At first I thought we where just reaching for a glimpse of something and hoped it was Sage sending us birds. After, so many "strange bird encounters" we have decided that it really is Sage sending us birds every once in a while.

I will just name a few... While rearranging the kids room a humming bird flew right into the upstairs bedroom window flew around the room appearing to look around. It flew right up to my nose as if to say looks good and flew right back out the window.

One afternoon William and Wayne found a big exotic bird just hanging out on the front lawn. Sister Scow told them the name of the bird and it flew away.  

Spencer and I were sitting in our monthly grief counseling session. The windows behind our counselor go from the floor to ceiling. He had the mini blinds pulled up. While he was talking and being very serious and sad a Road Runner ran right up to the window and was looking in the room staring right at Spencer and me. We started laughing hysterically. We never told the guy that we think Sage sends us birds....

Late one night we pulled into the walmart parking lot. When we got to the front door we noticed a man and woman holding two large parrots! I got to hold the green and yellow parrot. It bent its head down and picked up the "Sage necklace" around my neck and held it in its beek. The other parrot was an all white parrot named Celeste. The weird thing about this bird encounter was I secretly told Heavenly Father I know Sage is sending us birds. If it is really him....then I want him to send me a green and yellow parrot.....I want to hold it. I even bought a magnet for our fridge with the parrot I wanted to be sent to me. I cried and cried I knew without a doubt he sent me my parrot. I know you are never supposed to ask for signs from Heaven, but Heavenly Father only confirmed to me what we already knew to be true!

I could go on and on about the many times Sage has sent us a bird. Last night was the all time best and I think I have not laughed so hard since Sage left.

Wayne and Trey walked out the back door holding a red butterfly net and a water gun. "Mom Sage is going to send us a bird.....Trey is going to catch it in his butterfly net and Wayne is going to squirt the bird with the water gun"! In my most okay what ever just get out from underneath my feet your driving me crazy Mom voice I told them to go outside and wait for their Sage bird to come.....

WELL about 30 minutes go by and all of a sudden I hear loud squealing noises and loud laughter. The boys come running towards the back door. SMILES ear to ear.....Mom SAGE SENT US A DUCK! I look out the window and to my surprise there is a big Mallard duck  roaming around my back yard! Wayne was squirting it as fast as he could and Trey was running around it trying to catch it in his red butterfly net! I laughed at the site and tears poured down because, I felt like Sage was saying come on Mom you have to laugh today! We laughed all night and all day today! Keep in mind I live in the Desert, farm lands. The houses that live right next to me call there housing area the DUST BOWL! Yes I have seen ducks here at the parks around the lakes and golf courses but never a duck just coming to hang out in my back yard! I ran to grab my camera, but it flew away.

I pray that Sage keeps sending my family birds! My Mother, cousin, brothers, sisters and Visting Teachers all have had their own bird encounters over the past year so they know I am not crazy when I say Sage sent us another bird!

9 comments:

Liz said...

Yes he does send birds...remember the huge white owl that just sat in the upper window and looked down into the living room and how Trey kept trying to tell you all about the White Owl Bird until you saw it for yourself? And I have had a couple of "Bird" episodes myself...always a huge white bird...anyway your not crazy and yes I think Sage has his way of sending you his love on birds wings.

Cori White said...

What a special thing .. birds of all things.. Ive never seen a duck out here.. Sage must of forsure sent it just for those boys how cute that they were waiting for it.. They had a plan...
On the way home from support group last night I was talking with a friend and she said these memories that we are making without our babies here are the same memories they will have becuase they are watching it from above. that hit me hard.. Kyndal is just as much a part of our family as if she were here. She watches our every move..
Sage does the same. So all these crazy fun bird stories and all the fun memories your kids are making He is making them too!!
Sure love ya

Cori White said...

What a special thing .. birds of all things.. Ive never seen a duck out here.. Sage must of forsure sent it just for those boys how cute that they were waiting for it.. They had a plan...
On the way home from support group last night I was talking with a friend and she said these memories that we are making without our babies here are the same memories they will have becuase they are watching it from above. that hit me hard.. Kyndal is just as much a part of our family as if she were here. She watches our every move..
Sage does the same. So all these crazy fun bird stories and all the fun memories your kids are making He is making them too!!
Sure love ya

debra said...

That is really, soo cool!! and really - a duck?! Things like that make it hard to believe it could be anything BUT Sage making his appearance! I LOVE LOVE LOVE what Cori said! And i dont doubt it one bit! Im sure the memories we feel we are making without our loved ones, arent really without them at all.. One day they will tell us what those moments were like for them. I always wonder if Landon is yelling at me when I loose my cool with the kids - telling me to be patient and that whatever they did means nothing in the grande scheme of things!
LOVE YA!

Andrea said...

Love it! Wyatt sends us butterflies and yes I'm not the only one that has had a Wyatt moment which helps me realize I'm not crazy. So, I totally understand Sage sending you birds. I've also had a few bird moments that I would say Wyatt had something to do with as well. I will think of your Sage now when I see birds. Thanks for sharing.
Love,
Andrea

J+C+4=FUN said...

Brad Paisley " With you, Without You" I am reading this blog and this song came on. I of course start to cry and think about your little man. He was a blessing to all that looked at him. I am blessed to have the chance to look at that little man more than once. I love you guys. Ok another thing Congrats! I got the text. I will not tell I will leave that for you. Thanks for letting be apart of your life. Love you.

J+C+4=FUN said...

Oh one more thing. I am that cousin I thought I would put this to the test. Surely Sage would not do this for me. After a lengthy everyday talk with Crystal I got off the phone and said "Sage I would like to see this, I too have never seen a white bird just flying around." and No joke a flock of black Pigeons came out of no where and like I placed it with my own hands was a white pigeon in the middle of them. I know then not to doubt what was from Heaven I wanted to see it and I did. Thanks to Sage or the Lord I saw it. I also wanted to say that the bird seed cake on his 1st birthday was also a nice gift for all the encounters:)

Glahn Family said...

Crystal, I read yours and Sage's blog often. I may no always comment but I read and pray for you often. Each time I ask that you be comforted. That you will always feel the love of your son in your heart. You are strong.

I love you
Cheryl

Layne said...

I am so glad you wrote down some of the bird stories! They are so special. My Sage Bird Story happened right after a visit with you, and the same day you told me about the birds. I was walking my kids around the neighborhood and some weird birds that I've never seen before were squaking and flying around us and kept flying across our path as we walked. I had goosebumps from head to toe! It was as if Sage was saying, "hey thanks for visiting my mom today!"