Monday, April 12, 2010

He Lives

Among all the facts of mortality, none is so certain as it's end. Death comes to all. It is our universal heritage.
It may claim its victims in infancy or youth. It may visit in the period of life's prime. It's summons may be deferred until the snows of age have gathered upon the head. It may befall as the result of an accident, or disease, or through natural causes. But, come it must. It inevitably represents the painful loss of association. And particularly, in the young, a crushing blow to dreams unrealized, ambitions unfulfilled, and hopes vanquished."
-President Thomas S. Monson
(Sunday AM session)
I know that death must and will come to us all! You just always hope and pray that it comes when snow has gathered on your head! I remember everyday what it felt like to have Sage here one day and the next he was gone. I remember the weight of his living body and how well it moved before he died. The next morning when I saw him. I knew instantly that his spirit was no longer residing in his perfect little body. I can recall all to well how heavy his broken body was. How he could not hold up his head...or open his eyes...or move his toes...all the things I most desperately wanted him to do. I know this will sound morbid but, dead is dead. I truly believe that Satan wants us to believe without a doubt that death is it. Dead is dead, ashes to ashes and dust to dust. I feel this little 9 oz baby moving and kicking me and she is alive! I know that she was alive before she came to our family! Therefore, I know that even in death she will live again! I know what death looks like, how those haunting images come at the drop of a hat. I want to testify today, that Jesus Christ broke the bands of Death. He loves us enough to break the band that is on Sages body. I know that one day I will hold my perfect precious son again. I know that his broken body will heal and he will be made whole. I know that Jesus Christ lives. I know that he loves me. I know that our beloved Prophet Thomas S. Monson is a man of God.
In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen


Andrea said...

Beautiful post! Thank you for sharing your amazing testimony Crystal. Sending my love and look forward to the day when we hold our little boys again ALIVE. It will happen and I look forward to that day.

Mariah said...

I thought of you guys while President Monson was speaking. There were so many talks this time about families. It will be such a happy time for you guys when you get to hold him again. We love you.

Amanda and John said...

I look forward to being present when Sage is placed back into yours and Spencer's arms. That day none of the pain will even be able to cast the slightest shadow on your eternal happiness. I love you.

Anonymous said...

beautiful post, but are you alluding to something i missed,

blessings, abbie